Since new year's eve,I have been meaning to write but procrastination is no longer a bad vice that I have but rather a vice that I have embraced. I have been really sad last year but I pretended like everything was okay. Truth is, I never quite realised I was sad because I was always drunk. I am not an alcoholic, I barely get drunk but a glass of wine seemed a better solution than embracing my woes and troubles. Most of the time, I am scared to leave the house simply because every time I come back to the house, i have one more problem to deal with.
I don't really know why am writing today but I know this blog isn't a safe house for my thoughts and feelings. Most days, I feel like people can make you have hypochondria but then it hits me, it's better to be allergic to something than to lack anything to be allergic too. Then, you'll starve but you can always trade whatever you are allergic to, to whatever you can manage to eat. This year, it is the start of my journey to finding INNER PEACE and POSSIBLY, Love.
hey, how was your Christmas and new year and what goals do you really have and think you can achieve? I wanna hear yours,we can laugh about them at the end of the year or high five you because it happened.
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